I'm not in a good mood. It's not sad or angry. It just sucks. It could have been because my routine was thrown. It could have been because I have assignments due. It could have even been because I wanted to do something today but ended up doing not much. And silly things pushed me further into this rut. I tried to help but got told no. The dog barked non-stop for about 10 mintues at absolutely nothing. I ate too many peach hearts. My heart was beating too fast. I was angry at people I had no reason to be angry at. The subject I was writing on was boring as bat shit...
I was just generally pissed off at nothing in particular.
Tomorrow will be better. I know it will. I'll see friends and laugh and have cuddles. Cuddles. Oh god I want cuddles. I want to be wrapped up and kept safe from the nasties of the world. I want to be hidden under a giant mosqito net where nothing can get me. Where the horrible feelings will be kept away. Where I can live in my happy little bubble world for ever and ever.
I'll just class today as a write-off and get on with it. No crappy feeling is worth moping over.
"...play my little part in something big" 'Big casino' - Jimmy Eat World.
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